I've been around horses for thirty years, and for two of those summers I was looking right at sweet itch and calling it something else.
I thought Gus had a grooming problem. I thought he was rubbing on his fence because he was bored, or his sheet didn't fit, or his skin was dry and needed a better conditioner. I bought three different detanglers. I changed his shampoo twice.
What was actually happening was that he was destroying himself, and I didn't have the one piece of information that would have told me why.
There was a woman on a forum who wrote the sentence that finally made me sit up: "I just can't stand to see him itch out his nice long mane and tail and give himself open sores."
That was Gus. Word for word. He'd had the most beautiful long black mane when I bought him, and by the middle of that second summer he'd rubbed a third of it out against the fence posts, and the crest of his neck underneath was raw.
Another woman wrote, almost like a confession: "He's giving himself open wounds despite how much swat / fly spray / medicated ointment I've put on the wounds. Nothing is helping." Another, simply: "I feel so bad for him. Nothing seems to help." I had put on the creams.
I had put on the ointment. Nothing was helping. And I didn't yet understand the one thing that would have explained all of it.